Tuesday, November 23, 2010

An open letter to r.franco

Nothin to do im on mobile. Cant even post on my blog (stepharenga.blogspot.com). So here i am wastin some time by writing whats on my mind. I-repost ko lang ni sa blog ko if im on web na. So anyway here's somethin for my ex.
 
An open letter to r.franco..

A month after the breakup.. Here i am, still hurting and crying every night. Why i just cant forget bout you. Di kaman ka gwapohan. :) Even ang ginsulat ko nga HOW TO MEND A BROKEN HEART, wa epek. Until when will i suffer from your unwanted memories? Now i know what's an emotional lunatic feels. I tried to be a good girlfriend, stay away from temptations even though my exes wanted me back still i stayed loyal till the end. Aint that enough? It was good until it lasted huh? Damn you! Your loss not mine. Cause youre the unconceited oaf for a bf! One of those sweet-tongued mother f*cker i knew! Now look at me! U brought up the worst in me! Im now afraid to love, afraid to trust.. Kagago bi simu. Hate you! Love you. Oh cmn! :|

PS: Can i slap your handsome face when i see you? 
 

SEX: you're doin it the wrong way

Before anythin else..

Dear Sun Broadband Wireless, pleas connect kana. I want my net back. I miss the web. I miss my blog. (stepharenga.blogspot.com) follow me..

Yeah i know excited na kamo. When it comes to this. Read:

facts were based on Leviticus 18. Unlawful Sexual Relations

SEX. Nice word huh? Nice activity also? Haha! Dont ask me sweetie. Anyway let me post some laws of the Lord when it comes to Making love..


..no one is to approach any close relative to havd sexual relations.
That includes your father, mother, brother, sister, uncle, aunt, niece, nephew, grandparents, son, daughter, grandson/daughter, in-laws.. Etc.

..dont have sexual relations with both woman and her daughter.

..threesome is foul

..dont take your wife's sister and have sex with her while your wife is living.

..dont have sexual relation with your neighbour's wife

..dont approach a woman to have sex with her DURING OUR MONTHLY PERIOD.

..dont lie with a man as one lies with a woman.

..dont have sexual relations with an ANIMAL.

These laws were specially made to the nymphs. Sex maniacs.

We didnt notice, what were doing is a sin.

As i was scanning the bible. I was fascinated by the book of leviticus. Where we could find some laws of the Lord. Damo na sala ta nga la ta na notice or la ta kabalo nga sala na gale na ubra ta. And isa pa, we didnt even bother to read the bible to find out if its a sin or not.

Let me be your angel.. A sinner for an angel. Let me post some unlawful activities that we encounter or may encounter everyday. Well aside from do not steal and lie which i think are the most common sin. And also side from the 10 commandments.

Facts based on Leviticus 19.

..dont swear falsely by Jesus' name.. W/c means ang 'AY DYOS KO!' and stuffs like that are foul.
 
..dont pervert justice or show favoritism.
 

..do not hate people in your heart.
 

..dont seek revenge or grudge against people.
 

..dont mate different kinds of animals.
 

..dont wear clothing woven of 2 kinds of material.
 

..dont eat any meat w/ blood still in it.
 

..dont practice sorcery or witchcraft.
 

..dont cut the hair at the sides of ur head or clip off the edges of your beard.
 

..dont put tattoo marks on yourselves(oh no! Iv got a small tattoo sori)
 
..dont seek out spiritists. Like psychics.

So there.. Damo pa tani pro i know you knew some of em. No ones perfect but tryin to be close to perfection is not that hard isnt it? :)

Saturday, November 6, 2010

Din ka makuha?

i can't seem to understand why most men make us cry. (Hey wait...let me clear myself first key? I'm not writing out of hatred. I'm writing out of love. La ko ya nag hambal nga tanan nga laki manhid.) After sharing dreams and your dark secrets with them, they just go and pass us by. 

Boys read this:

Do you know that we came from a man's rib, not on his feet to be stepped on? And in addition, not on his head to be superior but on his side to be equal. Under his arms to be protected and near to his heart to be loved.

Think. And maybe someday, sooner than later you'll realized that we're worth everything.

My Last Poem of You


Why you took me for granted? Why did you let me walk away? These questions bug me whenever I’m alone. Hunt me in my sleep. And make my eyes misty.

You’re not that blur-faced guy in my dreams. Not that knight-in-shining-armor or that prince charming I was dreaming of when I was a kid. Pro I dunno what is it with you that made me fall profoundly. :/

Yeah yeah I know I’m being that emo lunatic again. Corny as it is. This is what I feel. Maybe this is me when I feel repudiated. And I’d rather write it than mag mina-oy kag mag shaget inaway! right? :)

Let me be. Total, this would be the last. My last: “Tart palangga taka...” My last cry. And my last good bye. :( And just one thing.. I tried to be a good girlfriend. And it sucks!

 I thought

I care for nobody
I thought you would see
I trust your entire lie
Made me stupid with your alibis

You helped me with my past
And started another story
I thought our love would last
But with you I feel uncomfy

All those sweet text messages
Those never ending hugs and kisses
Your corny jokes that make me laugh
Make my sick heart tumble and hop

I thought you really love me
That made me fall for you profoundly
I thought our love was the best
Yet you made me stupid like all your exes

I know I’m not ok, but I will be
This broken heart will be fixed, just wait and see
Soon there will be no us, only me
And soon this dream will turn to reality.

Guitar Blues

I’m not an expert in terms of music. I’m not that expert also in playing guitar. I know how to strum but I’m not good in plucking. I hate Fs, that includes its majors, minors, sharps, dominants, diminished, augmented and sustained thingie.. See what I mean? It really annoys me especially when feel na feel ko na then suddenly you have to pause just to place your fingers F-ly. Hehe! Plus the calluses on my fingertips! Haay.. on the contrary I love playing it. Strummin as if I’m a rock star. 
 F minor
 
this is totally not mine

Anyway let me share my favorite song with you. It reminds me of my High school days together with the STu. Have fun strumming yall..

IRIS
Intro : D1 D2 D1 G1 G2 D   2X


VERSE 1 :

         D3         E        G
And I’d give up forever to touch you
         B             A           G
Cause I know that you feel me some how
                D3         E               G
You’re the closest to heaven that I’ll ever be
        B         A            G
And I don’t wanna go home right now

VERSE 2

And all I could taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
And sooner or later its over
I just don’t wanna miss you tonight

play intro (2 times)

CHORUS :

        D1             D2         G
And I don’t want the world to see me
         B2        C                 G
Cause I don’t think that they’d understand
        D1         D2            G
When everything ‘s made to be broken
   B2         C            G
I just want you to know who I am

VERSE 3 :

And you can’t fight the tears that ain’t coming
All the moment of truth in your lies
When everythings feels like the movies
Yeah your bleed just to know you’re alive

Create your solo as you wish.

End of solo and transition to the las chorus:

B  C   E

CHORUS

And also here's Taylor's next hit!  This song is really good & seriously, I wouldn't expect anything less from her:) 
this song reminds me of __, my ex. Haaayyy.. why did i let him go? this song is for you.

BACK TO DECEMBER
 
 
D   Bm G (2x)

D
I'm so glad you made the time to see me
Bm
How's life, tell me how's your family
G                        D   A
I haven't seen them in a while
D
You've been good, busier than ever
Bm
We small talk, work and the weather
G                              D  A
You're guard is up, and I know why

Bm                    A
Because the last time you saw me
           D                          G
It's still burned in the back of your mind 
            Bm          A                  G    
You gave me roses and I left them there to die

   D
So this is me swallowing my pride 
            A
Standing in front of you saying 
                    G
"I'm sorry for that night" and I go 
D                A              
Back to December all the time
   D
It turns out freedom ain't
(D)
Nothing but missing you
A      
Wishing I'd realized what I had 
     G
When you were mine 
       D
I'd go back to December, 
A                           G 
Turn around and make it all right
     Bm *once         A*           
I go back to December all the time


D   Bm G (2x)

D                         
These days I haven't been sleeping
Bm
Stayin' up playing back myself leaving
G                                      D  A 
When your birthday passed and I didn't call
       D            
Then I think about summer all the beautiful times 
Bm
I watch you laughing from the passenger side
G                               D  A
And realized I loved you in the fall

Bm                     A
And then the cold came the dark days
     D                  G
When fear crept into my mind
            Bm                   
You gave me all your love and
      A           G
All I gave you was goodbye


   D
So this is me swallowing my pride 
            A
Standing in front of you saying 
                    G
"I'm sorry for that night" and I go 
D                A             
Back to December all the time
   D
It turns out freedom ain't
(D)
Nothing but missing you
A      
Wishing I'd realized what I had 
     G
When you were mine 
       D
I'd go back to December, 
A                         G 
Turn around and change my own mind
     Bm               A            
I go back to December all the time


D  Bm G (2x)
 
            Bm            G 
I miss your tan skin your sweet smile
   D              A
So good to me, so right
            Bm              G
And how you held me in your arms
               D
That September night
                   A           Bm -stop  
The first time you ever saw me cry
                              G -stop
Maybe this is wishful thinking
                          D
Probably mindless dreaming
(D)                                     A *once
If you loved again I swear I'd love you right

       Bm *once         A*              G*
I'd go back in time and change it but I can't
          Bm*              A*          G*
So if the chain is on your door I understand

    D
But this is me swallowing my pride 
            A                              
Standing in front of you saying 
                    G
"I'm sorry for that night" and I go 
D              A
Back to December...
   D  
It turns out freedom ain't
(D)            
Nothing but missing you
A                              
Wishing I'd realized what I had 
     G  
When you were mine 
       D  
I'd go back to December 
A                           G                           
Turn around and make it all right
       D         
I'd go back to December
A                         G
Turn around and change my own mind
     Bm *once         A*        
I go back to December all the time

D  Bm G         D  Bm G *once
        All the time 
http://tabs.ultimate-guitar.com/t/taylor_swift/back_to_december_crd.htm

Tuesday, November 2, 2010

DotA Distressed

"Dota kami anay!” The most used phrase of the year. Plus some trashtalks, "Ah Kasarang Kana?!", "@#*$^! Feel the pain!" This really pissed me off. Aside from it's the number one karibal of most girlfriends from their boyfriends. True? Yay! I remember whenever my boyfriend (then, ex-boyfriend now) tells me "dota kami anay", that's the start of our world war 3...4...5. I hate it when he said that.

So what is it with DotA or Defense of the Ancient that made it so popular these days? Well as a girl, I find it mind-numbing repetitive game. What’s with that monsters that made you a die-hard buff? Students (elementary, HS, college), out-of-school youths and even professionals have been gripped by this real-time strategy game. Let's take a peek of what's happening inside the game, from an outsider's point of view...


Gameplay:

Dota is a real-time strategic game that can be played either Local Area Network or online. A single player can also play against a computer.

Defense of the Ancients pits two teams of players against each other: the Sentinel and the Scourge. Players on the Sentinel team are based at the southwest corner of the map, and those on the Scourge team are based at the northeast corner. Each base (the "Frozen Throne" for the Scourge and the "Tree of Life" for the Sentinel)is defended by towers and waves of units which guard the main paths leading to their base. In the center of each base is the "Ancient", a building that must be destroyed to win the game.[5][6]


Each human player controls one Hero, a powerful unit with unique abilities. In DotA, players on each side choose one of 101 heroes, each with different abilities and tactical advantages over other heroes.[7] The scenario is highly team-oriented; it is difficult for one player to carry the team to victory alone,[8]. Defense of the Ancients allows up to ten players in a five-versus-five format and an additional two slots for referees or observers, often with an equal number of players on each side.
Because the gameplay revolves around strengthening individual heroes, it does not require one to focus on resource management and base-building, as in most traditional real-time strategyexperience points; when enough experience is accumulated, the player gains a level. Leveling up improves the hero's toughness and the damage it can inflict, and allows players to upgrade their spells or skills. In addition to accumulating experience, players also manage a single resource: gold. The typical resource-gathering of Warcraft III is replaced by a combat-oriented money system; in addition to a small periodic income, heroes earn gold by killing hostile units, base structures, and enemy heroes.[9] This has caused emphasis on a technique called "last-hitting," which is when the player attacks a hostile unit when "its hit points are low enough to kill it with one blow".[10] Using gold, players buy items to strengthen their hero and gain abilities; certain items can be combined with recipes to create more powerful items. Buying items that suit one's hero is an important tactical element of the scenario.[11] Item choice also effects play style, as any given item may increase one statistic (for example, attack per minute) while leaving another (damage per attack) alone. games. Killing computer-controlled or neutral units earns the player
DotA offers a variety of game modes, selected by the game host at the beginning of the match. The game modes dictate the difficulty of the scenario, as well as whether people can choose their hero or are assigned one randomly. Many game modes can be combined (for example, an easy difficulty level and a random hero pick), allowing more flexible options.

The popularity of DotA has increased overtime. Aside from the local tournaments and unofficial pangayaw one shop to the other, the World Cyber Games have also included DotA in its annual tournament. WCG could well be considered as the Olympics of PC gaming.

Along with its popularity comes the inevitable addiction of some (can I name names? haha!). Maybe some guys we're obsessed to these games cause they're safer way to demonstrate their superiority over other men. Most students attribute their failure in academics to PC gaming (can I name names again?). This should not be the case so, if only some students will intend Dota or PC gaming for their leisure purposes. It should be played during past time, and not take up all of our time especially during class hours. Actually, it all depends on the player who could manage their time well. Finish your studies first, and then maybe someday you'll get paid by doing what you enjoyed, Like the developers of this game who earn millions, and the professional gamers who get monthly salaries. Maigo na ang Maigo. :) Control the game, don't let the game control you. Right?


http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Defense_of_the_Ancients

Be a stress free woman even just for the day.

Are you sure you have to be so perfect, Miss stress case? Happy woman know: it's ok...

...to show up dressed to the nines when they're all in jeans. Someone's gotta show them how it's done. :)

...not to understand Freud, feudalism or the FCC. Life's too short to be an expert on everything.

...if a quickie just doesn't satisfy you at all, don't fake it.

...to nag even the greatest love of all if he can't hang up his towel or makes you his yaya of a girlfriend. Prince Charming can be annoying at times.

...to consider hot dogs a food gruop right up there with french fries, burgers and icecream.

...to spend your time thinking what to wear while your date is waiting for you, like an hour downstairs.

...to eat the old mints at the bottom of your bag.
...to spend thousands of pesos to keep a sick pet alive. So what if he'll never speak English, rub your feet or give you grandchildren? Love is love.

...to wish everyday is a political campaign.

...never to divulge what you wish for your birthday. That's between you, the candles and God.

Sunday, October 31, 2010

Happy Halloween!

Haha! Did he scare you? This is my brother in his Halloween costume. Lookin at him now makes me shiver(goosebumps). I imagined a dead person in a coffin.. knock on wood. I'm such a good make-up artist. haha! Thanks to the lights. Happy Halloween people. Trick or Treat.. :)

Saturday, October 30, 2010

Paper 101

Paper is more patient than man. That's why when I --- we want to bring out all things that lie buried deep in our hearts (more especially for emoticons), we, rather scribble them on paper than take the chance of being betrayed and rejected.

Moreover, instead of bursting from tears, sniffing your nose or telling your problem to your not-listening-to-your-dilemmas of a friend, why not write it on paper. Paper has an unlimited space to accommodate all things we wanted to pour in.


At the same time, treats us with a maximum tolerance in times when we're being unreasonable.


That's why these things are the ones who keep me from writing things I like, I love and I hate.


Keeping my thoughts to myself make me a reserved being. I could mask my whole being in a way i wanted myself to be seen. And winning the approval of the crowd is what i am likely to obtain. :)


-tep o9

The Truth

I just love this book that I wanted to share it with you. :)


Dr. Rebecca Brown is one of several Christian authors who claim to have been involved with underground satanic cults. Dr. Brown describes her experiences in books published by Jack Chick publications. Dr. Brown's claims are particularly extreme because she claims to have had physical contact with demons, devils and Satan himself.



Thanks to my tito Julius who owns the book He Came to Set the Captives Free and Prepare for War written by Dr. Brown and published by Chick Publications. I borrowed and read both books.



In this book, I come to realized that the impossible can be possible. And the unbelievable can be realistic.
        Elaine talks, Werewolves, vampires, zombies and other were animals do exist. This is a very closely guarded by Satan. No one controls these beings except Satan or the high-ranking demons. He uses them mostly for discipline.
        Angels of God the Father also exist and, according to Dr. Rebecca Brown, has shinning golden hair, deep blue eyes, was clean-shaven, dressed in shining white with golden belt and a huge sword at his side. His tunic-like top was trim with gold braid, wore a loose fitting white pants and golden sandals. His skin was bronze as with a beautiful deep suntan. I wonder what does my guardian angel looks like. :)
        Cults usually performed human sacrifice in (the United States) their eight ‘holy days’ out of each year; Christmas, Easter, Halloween, Thanksgiving, and as close as possible to the first day of spring, summer, fall and winter.(Satan wishes to desecrate each God’s mercifully ordained seasons.)
        Satan has a very few chosen women that become his brides. Only five to ten, and usually five exist in the United States one at a time.
        God command us to control every thought, not blank out our minds! If you don’t control your mind, Satan will. Never blank out our mind cause it’s an open doorway for the entrance of demons.
        Demons can make you ill; these are called demonically inflicted illness. This is usually the favorite method of discipline of some demons because few doctors can diagnose what’s wrong and the person so afflicted and dies a very slow and painful death, while doctors think he’s just imagining the symptoms. Some schizophrenics might have been the victim of these.

You can check out some quotes from Rebecca and Elaine’s story from the book of He Came to Set the Captives Free.
The story readers and listeners expected to believe centers on two women, Rebecca Brown and Elaine. We realize that the information contained here is sensitive and will be opening a wound that will again hurt family members close to this situation. This is not an attempt to dredge up the past, but to expose the truth about these alarmist teachers.

ELAINE'S STORY

Elaine says she was born with a cleft palate that required surgical repair. Her family could not afford the cost of surgery. Then, Elaine says, a friend told her mother the work could be done in exchange for nothing more than a thimbleful of Elaine's blood. The blood would be for experimental use; Elaine says her mother was told. However, Elaine says, the blood was used in a ceremony in which she was sold to Satan. That’s the start of Elaine’s involvement in Satanism.
Elaine goes on to tell of events that led her to further involvement in witchcraft and Satanism. She describes her rise to power into Satanism after being inducted into Satan's service at a witch camp. There she signed her name in blood and set out to climb the ladder of power in witchcraft.
Elaine describes a certain "camp" where she was inducted into witchcraft and satanism. She describes this "camp" in great detail:
"I stepped directly into this cult when I went to that summer camp with Sandy. I was very excited by the time we arrived. With excitement you lose a lot of what you see and hear. We were taken first to the dorms where we were to stay and made to feel very welcome. The camp had many facilities: museums, libraries, different houses where you could go to clairvoyants, hypnotists, palm readers, tarot card readers, voodoo experts, etc. Some of these people lived there year 'round, some didn't. This was the place where the cult officially meets with the unknowing public."
Based upon Elaine's description of the camp and its location, she is probably referring to a spiritualist camp known as Camp Chesterfield (Indiana Society of Spiritualists) in the town of Chesterfield, Ind. The camp was established in 1886 by Dr. J.W. Westerfield.
As with witchcraft and satanism, spiritualism is a distinct practice not to be confused with the others. A trip to Camp Chesterfield revealed it to be nothing like Elaine describes. There are no dormitories, as Elaine recalled, but there are two motels that look like dormitories to an outsider driving through the camp. No staff member interviewed could remember an Edna Elaine Moses or an Edna Elaine Knost, but all were familiar with the kinds of stories told about their camp.
Elaine says she signed her name in blood and became a part of "The Brotherhood at this camp. She does not say how hold she was when she did this but says it took place during the summer. "School was out at the time and as I had nothing else to do I decided to go." This places the event some time during her youth, probably her teens.
She tells of growing more powerful until, at a national competition of witches, she surpassed all her colleagues and was named top witch.
"A crown of gold was placed upon my head and my fellow cult members bowed down and gave homage to me," she says. "I was treated like a queen ... I was given all the beautiful clothes to wear that I could possibly want. I was bathed, my hair fixed and I was waited on hand and foot by servants. There were parties and I always had a handsome escort who was also my body guard ... My escort always tasted all of my food before I ate to make sure that it wasn't poisoned." (3)
That wasn't all, Elaine says. She married Satan himself, who donned a white tuxedo and rented a Presbyterian church for the ceremony. "Again he appeared as a man, dressed completely in white, wearing a crown of gold with many jewels in it. The whole congregation stood with a shout and much worship was given to Satan. Then, at a sign from Satan, all heads turned to the back and I started forward down the aisle. When I reached the end of the aisle I stopped before Satan's throne, bowed down before him, and did him homage. Then he gave me the command to rise. As I did so, he arose from his throne and came down to stand beside me. The high priest performed the wedding ceremony.... Satan gave me a beautiful broad gold wedding band with an inscription inside it which said: 'Behold the bride of the Prince of the world.After saying their vows, the newlyweds were whisk off by limousine to the airport and Satan's luxurious private jet, Elaine says. On their way to their ‘haunted honeymoon’ at a mansion in California, Satan sipped "very expensive wines and champagnes." Elaine also relates that the wedding night "sexual intercourse we had was brutal." Also Elaine claims to have had sex with Satan on numerous occasions, both as High Priestess and as Satan's wife.
Elaine says she became "Satan's representative on an international level" going around the world to meet with heads of state and foreign dignitaries to negotiate the sale of arms.
Some of her activities as Satan's bride: "I also made a number of trips to other countries. I have been to Mecca, Israel, Egypt, also the Vatican in Rome to meet with the Pope. All my trips were for the purpose of coordinating Satan's programs with satanists in other lands, as well as meeting with various government officials to discuss aid to their countries in the form of money. A few did not know that I was a satanist, but thought I was associated with a powerful wealthy organization of some kind. People asking for money don't ask too many questions. The Pope knew very well who I was. We worked closely both with the Catholics (especially the Jesuits) and the high-ranking Masons.”
“It was during this time that I met many of the well known Rock music stars. They all signed contracts with Satan in return for fame and fortune."
She was possessed by a demon named "Mann-Chan" and spoke foreign languages fluently, she says.
Human sacrifice is the favorite method of discipline. Many of the sacrifices are people who have been disobedient, or who have tried to pull out of the cult.”
“in the United States there are eight ‘holy days’ out of each year where human sacrifice is usually performed; Christmas, Easter, Halloween, Thanksgiving, and as close as possible to the first day of spring, summer, fall and winter.(Satan wishes to desecrate each God’s mercifully ordained seasons.)
"I watched in utter horror as a crown of huge long thorns was driven into the young man's head. The thorns going in so deep as to pierce into his skull... Finally, he was nailed to a wooden cross which was then picked up and placed in a hole in the ground, just in front of the middle of the platform. I will never forget the stench of the burned and tormented flesh, the screams of the victim, his writhing agony, his pleas for mercy..."
"Satan appeared in human form as usual, dressed completely in shining white. But his eyes glowed red as a flame and he threw his head back and gave a howl and a scream and a hideous laugh of victory as the high priest drove a long spike through the man's head, pinning it to the cross, killing him. The crowd went crazy, screaming and shouting and dancing in crazed ecstasy at the "victory." They loudly proclaimed all victory and power and honor to their father Satan. Satan vanished shortly after that to go on to the next Black Sabbath sacrifice.
At his departure the meeting turned into a sex orgy. Human with human, and demon with human."
Rebecca talks, “What a mockery the black Sabbaths are! Satan knows they are a mockery! The ceremony itself is supposed to be the symbolic death of Christ. Satan proclaims that Jesus Christ was the ultimate sacrifice for him that he won over Christ by killing him on the cross. Satan is lying! He knows that he was defeated at the cross, not Jesus, and so all of the demons. Satan was not victorious at the cross and Jesus is alive! God’s word sums it up the best in Colossians 2:15.”

"The Doctor Must be killed"

Then came an assignment that would change her life, Elaine tells Chick. Satan told her there was a "'young smartly doctor' at his 'special' hospital in a nearby city. This doctor was not only greatly interfering by 'preaching and praying everywhere,' but had also actually dared to interfere with a number of his top witches and their work at that institution." Elaine says "Satan ordered me to organize a nationwide effort among all the top witches for that doctor's destruction. He didn't care how we did it, but that doctor must be killed, and quickly."
The young doctor was Rebecca Brown, an intern. Elaine had her assignment and she went to work. However, Elaine says, "every time I did an incantation in the direction of that doctor, the demons came back unable to get through." Elaine says her difficulty in wrecking Rebecca spiritually turned into a defeat for Satan. Through this purported incident and other events, Elaine became a Christian.
Satan was angry, Elaine says. "The first thing that they (Mann-Chan, and fellow demons) did was fly right off and tell Satan what I had done," Elaine tells Chick. "Then the fur started to fly. That night after I had returned home Satan came to talk to me, but things were strangely different. Usually Satan would come up to me and put his hands on my shoulders or hold me in his arms. This time he stood back away from me and shouted 'What the Hell do you think you are doing? ' 'I'm leaving you,' I replied."
A heated discussion ensued and Elaine ordered him to leave. Elaine says "Satan came to me nearly twenty times over the next two weeks. Sometimes in a very charming mood, attempting to be a lover, but usually in a rage. He tried to persuade me to change my mind."

REBECCA AND ELAINE MEET

Satan's next move was to make Elaine ill and put her in "that particular hospital," where she was placed under the care of Rebecca, Elaine says, and Rebecca picks up the story’s narration.
Rebecca says God told her Elaine still had hundreds of demons and needed deliverance. Rebecca says "(God) told me that He wanted me to have Elaine move in with me immediately as she did not yet have faith enough to stand on her own. Her (earthly) husband had left her and remained with the satanists." Since the hospital was under the control of satanists, Rebecca says she and Elaine were targets of "the Brotherhood" (i.e., a group of people who are directly controlled by, and worship, Satan).
Rebecca goes on to tell of God making many covenants with and audible revelations to her. The descriptions are vivid and graphic.
In one description, an angel was sent by God to kill Elaine after she had become and Christian. Rebecca relates her encounter with "a shining white-robed figure ... with a drawn sword in his hand. He was tall, very tall. His head nearly touched the ceiling of the room. He radiated power and his countenance was fierce. His skin was bronzed and the sword in his hand shown with a pure white light"
What was his message? Rebecca quotes him: "I am sent by God the Father to kill this one who is so rebellious and disobedient. She has angered God." Why had God sent an angel to kill Elaine? Rebecca explains: "He [God] had commanded Elaine to make a covenant with Him to protect them from an upcoming attack by the local satanists. Elaine had refused to do so, stubbornly insisting that she would fight and protect them."
Rebecca says, in effect, that God had sent an angel to kill someone who would not make a covenant with Him to protect her from being killed.
Rebecca says she "threw herself prone on her face on the floor... and pleaded with "Father" to spare Elaine's life.”...let your anger fall on me instead of Elaine," she sobs. Angry "Father" grants her petition: "The angel placed his sword into its sheath.’Arise, woman,' he said. 'Your petition has been heard and granted.' Then he vanished."

WHO ARE THESE WOMEN?

A look into Rebecca's background also is difficult. For starters, one must know that she has not always been Rebecca Brown, M.D. She changed her name from Ruth Irene Bailey, M.D. In a petition to the Superior Court of California, County of San Bernardino, dated Feb. 11, 1986, Ruth Irene Bailey, of Apple Valley, Calif., along with her attorney, Robert Salisbury, of Anaheim, requested a name change to Rebecca Brown. The reason given was "petitioner has become known more by the proposed name through use as a pen name and use of the name in ministry than by her present name."
Since Rebecca's two books were published in 1986 and 1987, it seems unlikely that she had become very widely known by her pen name in just the second month of 1986. Doing it to hide from "the Brotherhood," would be futile since one assumes those people could divine that information supernaturally even if they didn't see it in the San Bernardino Daily Press, a general-circulation newspaper where it was published once a week for four weeks prior to the date set for hearing on the petition. The name change then was officially registered April 25, 1986.
Rebecca had reason to change her name. However, it was not because of the notoriety she had gained under her new name, but the notoriety she had achieved under her old one.
According to much research Elaine uses many names for her protection and privacy. Her names include Edna Elaine Moses, Elaine Moses, and Elaine Bailey. I didn’t include her photos as a sign of respect to Dr. Brown and Elaine.


Some facts were gathered from http://answers.org/satan/brown.html

Friday, October 29, 2010

Not real, not reel, but True Friends

 ruby, tep, joecell
die is cast
They're the ones to whom i lean as we moved on in our crucial life as teeners. 7 years of friendship. 7 years of laughter and tears. Without them---my sis and my babez, life would be a bore. They might be an angel or a wicked witch, still they're my sisters and I love them both so much. :)

Don't Leave me, Just stay

You showed me how sweet love can be
You promised to be true to me
Gave me courage when I was afraid
Always telling me you’ll never fade.

You were there when no one else was

Gave me comfort in every fuss
Threw corny jokes just to make me smile
Closer, you walked an extra mile.

And now you left me all alone

Shadows of you can’t find on my phone
You’re the missing piece in my puzzle game
With out you, my life would be insane.

I can’t stop myself from crying

Whenever our favorite song is playing
Rememb’ring the happy moments we’ve shared
And enjoying how happy love can bear.

I don’t wanna miss you, please don’t go

You promised to stay, you said it so
Cause I don’t know what life can be
Without hearing those words, from you to me.

Just hold on, I’m here for you

Cause I know you can make it through
Take my hand, we’ll never be apart
Just don’t leave me, you’ll break my heart.
=’(

totally over you.

Thursday, October 28, 2010

PJ's Farewell Party

Friendship is a single soul dwelling in two bodies. -Aristotle

What: PJ's Farewell Party
When: Oct. 21, 2010
Where: Janjan's Place
Who: the STU

 waiting for our lunch; jekjek, penny, nelly, gayle, banban and milo
 la pa di guro naabot si nelly. :)
boys with their boytalks.
 sa wakas eating time!
 pray na.. hus gonna lead?
oh yeah, as usual... nelly to the rescue. :)
 yumm.. :) buko pandan---di gid ni madula.
 masig galo portion..
 lenny hoh..
let's eat. penny(partly hidden), me, sis, gayle and jekjek
done eating. Tagay mode na.. Di gid ni madula sa STu. :)
may pag nanasa gid ni guro si milo kay king mu.. :)
back row L-R: sis, janjan, me, gayle, jearven
frontrow L-R: Paeng, king, milo and banban
 ga ubauba gid.. la man abs. Mayo pa si banban dakodako 'ab' ya. :))

with pj
 king, me, sis and penny
 L-R: amity, paeng, king, jekjek, jemar and milo
king: look  at my nipple
paeng: mabaho!
nyahaha! peace. :)
 look at my sis. Reaction yah ay! :)
 this is when pinatay ni king ang tv and janjan on the other hand tried to fix it. Were watching 'jennifer's body' :)
 tanan na kami nka smile.. :) la bi si nelly mu,
oy.. anu nalantaw nyo? kamo ha?! ang scandal gid ni John Leo inyu da. :) i took this pic that's why wala ako. Don't worry, nakalantaw nako na! haha!


Haaayy.. Those memories will be treasured here in my heart forever. All for one, One for all. That’s the Senior Titanz. We will miss you peaj, our Senior’s Lass... ang pinaka gahod samon. hehe! :))