An open letter to r.franco

Nothin to do im on mobile. Cant even post on my blog (stepharenga.blogspot.com). So here i am wastin some time by writing whats on my mind. I-repost ko lang ni sa blog ko if im on web na. So anyway here's somethin for my ex.
 
An open letter to r.franco..

A month after the breakup.. Here i am, still hurting and crying every night. Why i just cant forget bout you. Di kaman ka gwapohan. :) Even ang ginsulat ko nga HOW TO MEND A BROKEN HEART, wa epek. Until when will i suffer from your unwanted memories? Now i know what's an emotional lunatic feels. I tried to be a good girlfriend, stay away from temptations even though my exes wanted me back still i stayed loyal till the end. Aint that enough? It was good until it lasted huh? Damn you! Your loss not mine. Cause youre the unconceited oaf for a bf! One of those sweet-tongued mother f*cker i knew! Now look at me! U brought up the worst in me! Im now afraid to love, afraid to trust.. Kagago bi simu. Hate you! Love you. Oh cmn! :|

PS: Can i slap your handsome face when i see you? 

 

SEX: you're doin it the wrong way

Before anythin else..

Dear Sun Broadband Wireless, pleas connect kana. I want my net back. I miss the web. I miss my blog. (stepharenga.blogspot.com) follow me..

Yeah i know excited na kamo. When it comes to this. Read:

facts were based on Leviticus 18. Unlawful Sexual Relations

SEX. Nice word huh? Nice activity also? Haha! Dont ask me sweetie. Anyway let me post some laws of the Lord when it comes to Making love..

..no one is to approach any close relative to havd sexual relations.
That includes your father, mother, brother, sister, uncle, aunt, niece, nephew, grandparents, son, daughter, grandson/daughter, in-laws.. Etc.

..dont have sexual relations with both woman and her daughter.

..threesome is foul

..dont take your wife's sister and have sex with her while your wife is living.

..dont have sexual relation with your neighbour's wife

..dont approach a woman to have sex with her DURING OUR MONTHLY PERIOD.

..dont lie with a man as one lies with a woman.

..dont have sexual relations with an ANIMAL.

These laws were specially made to the nymphs. Sex maniacs.

We didnt notice, what were doing is a sin.

As i was scanning the bible. I was fascinated by the book of leviticus. Where we could find some laws of the Lord. Damo na sala ta nga la ta na notice or la ta kabalo nga sala na gale na ubra ta. And isa pa, we didnt even bother to read the bible to find out if its a sin or not.

Let me be your angel.. A sinner for an angel. Let me post some unlawful activities that we encounter or may encounter everyday. Well aside from do not steal and lie which i think are the most common sin. And also side from the 10 commandments.

Facts based on Leviticus 19.

..dont swear falsely by Jesus' name.. W/c means ang 'AY DYOS KO!' and stuffs like that are foul.
 

..dont pervert justice or show favoritism.
 
..do not hate people in your heart.
 
..dont seek revenge or grudge against people.
 
..dont mate different kinds of animals.
 
..dont wear clothing woven of 2 kinds of material.
 
..dont eat any meat w/ blood still in it.
 
..dont practice sorcery or witchcraft.
 
..dont cut the hair at the sides of ur head or clip off the edges of your beard.
 
..dont put tattoo marks on yourselves(oh no! Iv got a small tattoo sori)
 

..dont seek out spiritists. Like psychics.

So there.. Damo pa tani pro i know you knew some of em. No ones perfect but tryin to be close to perfection is not that hard isnt it? :)

Din ka makuha?

i can't seem to understand why most men make us cry. (Hey wait...let me clear myself first key? I'm not writing out of hatred. I'm writing out of love. La ko ya nag hambal nga tanan nga laki manhid.) After sharing dreams and your dark secrets with them, they just go and pass us by. 

Boys read this:

Do you know that we came from a man's rib, not on his feet to be stepped on? And in addition, not on his head to be superior but on his side to be equal. Under his arms to be protected and near to his heart to be loved.

Think. And maybe someday, sooner than later you'll realized that we're worth everything.

My Last Poem of You

Why you took me for granted? Why did you let me walk away? These questions bug me whenever I’m alone. Hunt me in my sleep. And make my eyes misty.

You’re not that blur-faced guy in my dreams. Not that knight-in-shining-armor or that prince charming I was dreaming of when I was a kid. Pro I dunno what is it with you that made me fall profoundly. :/

Yeah yeah I know I’m being that emo lunatic again. Corny as it is. This is what I feel. Maybe this is me when I feel repudiated. And I’d rather write it than mag mina-oy kag mag shaget inaway! right? :)

Let me be. Total, this would be the last. My last: “Tart palangga taka...” My last cry. And my last good bye. :( And just one thing.. I tried to be a good girlfriend. And it sucks!

 I thought

I care for nobody

I thought you would see

I trust your entire lie

Made me stupid with your alibis

You helped me with my past

And started another story

I thought our love would last

But with you I feel uncomfy

All those sweet text messages

Those never ending hugs and kisses

Your corny jokes that make me laugh

Make my sick heart tumble and hop

I thought you really love me

That made me fall for you profoundly

I thought our love was the best

Yet you made me stupid like all your exes

I know I’m not ok, but I will be

This broken heart will be fixed, just wait and see

Soon there will be no us, only me

And soon this dream will turn to reality.

Guitar Blues

I’m not an expert in terms of music. I’m not that expert also in playing guitar. I know how to strum but I’m not good in plucking. I hate Fs, that includes its majors, minors, sharps, dominants, diminished, augmented and sustained thingie.. See what I mean? It really annoys me especially when feel na feel ko na then suddenly you have to pause just to place your fingers F-ly. Hehe! Plus the calluses on my fingertips! Haay.. on the contrary I love playing it. Strummin as if I’m a rock star. 

 F minor

 

this is totally not mine

Anyway let me share my favorite song with you. It reminds me of my High school days together with the STu. Have fun strumming yall..

IRIS

Intro : D1 D2 D1 G1 G2 D   2X


VERSE 1 :

         D3         E        G
And I’d give up forever to touch you
         B             A           G
Cause I know that you feel me some how
                D3         E               G
You’re the closest to heaven that I’ll ever be
        B         A            G
And I don’t wanna go home right now

VERSE 2

And all I could taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
And sooner or later its over
I just don’t wanna miss you tonight

play intro (2 times)

CHORUS :

        D1             D2         G
And I don’t want the world to see me
         B2        C                 G
Cause I don’t think that they’d understand
        D1         D2            G
When everything ‘s made to be broken
   B2         C            G
I just want you to know who I am

VERSE 3 :

And you can’t fight the tears that ain’t coming
All the moment of truth in your lies
When everythings feels like the movies
Yeah your bleed just to know you’re alive

Create your solo as you wish.

End of solo and transition to the las chorus:

B  C   E

CHORUS

And also here's Taylor's next hit!  This song is really good & seriously, I wouldn't expect anything less from her:) 

this song reminds me of __, my ex. Haaayyy.. why did i let him go? this song is for you.

BACK TO DECEMBER

D   Bm G (2x)

D
I'm so glad you made the time to see me
Bm
How's life, tell me how's your family
G                        D   A
I haven't seen them in a while
D
You've been good, busier than ever
Bm
We small talk, work and the weather
G                              D  A
You're guard is up, and I know why

Bm                    A
Because the last time you saw me
           D                          G
It's still burned in the back of your mind 
            Bm          A                  G    
You gave me roses and I left them there to die

   D
So this is me swallowing my pride 
            A
Standing in front of you saying 
                    G
"I'm sorry for that night" and I go 
D                A              
Back to December all the time
   D
It turns out freedom ain't
(D)
Nothing but missing you
A      
Wishing I'd realized what I had 
     G
When you were mine 
       D
I'd go back to December, 
A                           G 
Turn around and make it all right
     Bm *once         A*           
I go back to December all the time


D   Bm G (2x)

D                         
These days I haven't been sleeping
Bm
Stayin' up playing back myself leaving
G                                      D  A 
When your birthday passed and I didn't call
       D            
Then I think about summer all the beautiful times 
Bm
I watch you laughing from the passenger side
G                               D  A
And realized I loved you in the fall

Bm                     A
And then the cold came the dark days
     D                  G
When fear crept into my mind
            Bm                   
You gave me all your love and
      A           G
All I gave you was goodbye


   D
So this is me swallowing my pride 
            A
Standing in front of you saying 
                    G
"I'm sorry for that night" and I go 
D                A             
Back to December all the time
   D
It turns out freedom ain't
(D)
Nothing but missing you
A      
Wishing I'd realized what I had 
     G
When you were mine 
       D
I'd go back to December, 
A                         G 
Turn around and change my own mind
     Bm               A            
I go back to December all the time


D  Bm G (2x)
 
            Bm            G 
I miss your tan skin your sweet smile
   D              A
So good to me, so right
            Bm              G
And how you held me in your arms
               D
That September night
                   A           Bm -stop  
The first time you ever saw me cry
                              G -stop
Maybe this is wishful thinking
                          D
Probably mindless dreaming
(D)                                     A *once
If you loved again I swear I'd love you right

       Bm *once         A*              G*
I'd go back in time and change it but I can't
          Bm*              A*          G*
So if the chain is on your door I understand

    D
But this is me swallowing my pride 
            A                              
Standing in front of you saying 
                    G
"I'm sorry for that night" and I go 
D              A
Back to December...
   D  
It turns out freedom ain't
(D)            
Nothing but missing you
A                              
Wishing I'd realized what I had 
     G  
When you were mine 
       D  
I'd go back to December 
A                           G                           
Turn around and make it all right
       D         
I'd go back to December
A                         G
Turn around and change my own mind
     Bm *once         A*        
I go back to December all the time

D  Bm G         D  Bm G *once
        All the time 

http://tabs.ultimate-guitar.com/t/taylor_swift/back_to_december_crd.htm

DotA Distressed

"Dota kami anay!” The most used phrase of the year. Plus some trashtalks, "Ah Kasarang Kana?!", "@#*$^! Feel the pain!" This really pissed me off. Aside from it's the number one karibal of most girlfriends from their boyfriends. True? Yay! I remember whenever my boyfriend (then, ex-boyfriend now) tells me "dota kami anay", that's the start of our world war 3...4...5. I hate it when he said that.

So what is it with DotA or Defense of the Ancient that made it so popular these days? Well as a girl, I find it mind-numbing repetitive game. What’s with that monsters that made you a die-hard buff? Students (elementary, HS, college), out-of-school youths and even professionals have been gripped by this real-time strategy game. Let's take a peek of what's happening inside the game, from an outsider's point of view...

Gameplay:

Dota is a real-time strategic game that can be played either Local Area Network or online. A single player can also play against a computer.

Defense of the Ancients pits two teams of players against each other: the Sentinel and the Scourge. Players on the Sentinel team are based at the southwest corner of the map, and those on the Scourge team are based at the northeast corner. Each base (the "Frozen Throne" for the Scourge and the "Tree of Life" for the Sentinel)is defended by towers and waves of units which guard the main paths leading to their base. In the center of each base is the "Ancient", a building that must be destroyed to win the game.^[5][6]

Each human player controls one Hero, a powerful unit with unique abilities. In DotA, players on each side choose one of 101 heroes, each with different abilities and tactical advantages over other heroes.^[7] The scenario is highly team-oriented; it is difficult for one player to carry the team to victory alone,^[8]. Defense of the Ancients allows up to ten players in a five-versus-five format and an additional two slots for referees or observers, often with an equal number of players on each side.

Because the gameplay revolves around strengthening individual heroes, it does not require one to focus on resource management and base-building, as in most traditional real-time strategyexperience points; when enough experience is accumulated, the player gains a level. Leveling up improves the hero's toughness and the damage it can inflict, and allows players to upgrade their spells or skills. In addition to accumulating experience, players also manage a single resource: gold. The typical resource-gathering of Warcraft III is replaced by a combat-oriented money system; in addition to a small periodic income, heroes earn gold by killing hostile units, base structures, and enemy heroes.^[9] This has caused emphasis on a technique called "last-hitting," which is when the player attacks a hostile unit when "its hit points are low enough to kill it with one blow".^[10] Using gold, players buy items to strengthen their hero and gain abilities; certain items can be combined with recipes to create more powerful items. Buying items that suit one's hero is an important tactical element of the scenario.^[11] Item choice also effects play style, as any given item may increase one statistic (for example, attack per minute) while leaving another (damage per attack) alone. games. Killing computer-controlled or neutral units earns the player

DotA offers a variety of game modes, selected by the game host at the beginning of the match. The game modes dictate the difficulty of the scenario, as well as whether people can choose their hero or are assigned one randomly. Many game modes can be combined (for example, an easy difficulty level and a random hero pick), allowing more flexible options.

The popularity of DotA has increased overtime. Aside from the local tournaments and unofficial pangayaw one shop to the other, the World Cyber Games have also included DotA in its annual tournament. WCG could well be considered as the Olympics of PC gaming.

^{Along with its popularity comes the inevitable addiction of some (can I name names? haha!). Maybe some guys we're obsessed to these games cause they're safer way to demonstrate their superiority over other men. Most students attribute their failure in academics to PC gaming (can I name names again?). This should not be the case so, if only some students will intend Dota or PC gaming for their leisure purposes. It should be played during past time, and not take up all of our time especially during class hours. Actually, it all depends on the player who could manage their time well. Finish your studies first, and then maybe someday you'll get paid by doing what you enjoyed, Like the developers of this game who earn millions, and the professional gamers who get monthly salaries. Maigo na ang Maigo. :) Control the game, don't let the game control you. Right?}

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Defense_of_the_Ancients

Be a stress free woman even just for the day.

Are you sure you have to be so perfect, Miss stress case? Happy woman know: it's ok...

...to show up dressed to the nines when they're all in jeans. Someone's gotta show them how it's done. :)

...not to understand Freud, feudalism or the FCC. Life's too short to be an expert on everything.

...if a quickie just doesn't satisfy you at all, don't fake it.

...to nag even the greatest love of all if he can't hang up his towel or makes you his yaya of a girlfriend. Prince Charming can be annoying at times.

...to consider hot dogs a food gruop right up there with french fries, burgers and icecream.

...to spend your time thinking what to wear while your date is waiting for you, like an hour downstairs.

...to eat the old mints at the bottom of your bag.

...to spend thousands of pesos to keep a sick pet alive. So what if he'll never speak English, rub your feet or give you grandchildren? Love is love.

...to wish everyday is a political campaign.

...never to divulge what you wish for your birthday. That's between you, the candles and God.